Wednesday, September 29, 2010

people just ficking sack

Sir, you sak
I had my two doors
But you closed that door
I'm going to fwking kick you in the gentelemans In my dreams and pee in you

But ill pee gas on you
Ignite you with an electrical spark
Put it out and then tie you down
Slide a knife on your skin
With enough pressure to slice you slightly

I'll rub icy hot on your slits
And under your eye
While I add sand with fire ants to your underwears

Thank you senior
I hope you shit your pants at an important event
Get a rash , infection and have a car door slam your ass because you suck

.......people SUCK

Friends
Family
Enemies
Only best kind of people
Are the ones with random acts of kindness
Because at least they help without remorse and if they do
It will repay them in equal


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Sunday, September 26, 2010

journey

I'm sure its.not like it was before

and he said it repeatedly
and swore its only a lyric
with such parts of me tender
I wonder if ill ever build muscle again
I will and ill see
what you are with me

lungs collapsed
Windows shred
the.night will last for ever
my only seconds away from this body lay on your voice
and my experience only remembered with you
ill be gone
but ill return because the end is with you
but after this fight
things will feel like its too late

and now I'm gone

us is lost
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Saturday, September 25, 2010

so glad you made it

its been a while since iv.taken a nap,( HaHA moment since I dont like taking things -_-)probably why I'm not content with knowing I don't care .
breathe in , breath out
it races through my mind
remembering why I'm me
and ill pay for my own

I want to burn ideas
and change my thoughts
that knowing about love and know everything I know
is life
ill trade my knowlegde
for a hot gf and a stacked bank account
but all I do is wake up
ask my self what for
and this moment only shows I'm willing to give up

but I know I always wait for that one more time
because people say its not my fault
but I keep finding my self listening to those voices of you I recorded in my head to think of you while your gone
its another plan backfired

things at home have been
getting too intense
icant say much there because I'm reaching my personal limit with this
I stare at my sliding window
and can't help but wish you were sticking your face and making faces at me

so people go around ficking each other but consequence comes at its purest form or am I out growing these feelings
but everybody's doing it

tonight is pretty heavy on me
so ill hit the pipe then remind myself


Juan, feelings.change...not you

....
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Thursday, September 23, 2010


If we could only be in different places,
Among the same faces we can't forget,
I'd debt to the very distinction of love and hate
They're both in our hearts, we choose an imbalance
Oh, the thought, we are the force that make us
That must be why we're suffering
Interaction, delayed reaction
I've got taxes, and bills to pay
Somethings flapping, it's wings at me
Someone's clapping, I guess we're on t.v.
slow down, you broke down, ??
slow down
stop now?
indefinitely
Moving in the right direction
I'm waiting to see if it comes to me,
or it's tied to a safe that is in the sea floor
Maybe I'll sleep, maybe I'll sleep through the century
I'm waiting to see if it comes to me,
or it's tied to a safe that is in the sea floor
What was going through my head?
Touch the pressure point on my neck
My head will snap off and fall into
The secret passage we built for enjoyment
Don't bring this to the picture
Did you manage your time?
Do you know how I do?
Downpour
On the point of your fucking patience
So I'll make this up, so we could proudly sign
Shit has come to this, it feels like no body's home
So my cover is blown, ?
And I won't forget what it means
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Wednesday, September 22, 2010

taking back Sunday , spin

at times I wonder
how you can be anywhere but here
and I know
that I will never change
like love letters that mend
I smile when I see your face
and I know that youll never stray
like air
you were there through sunlight
and moon lit sexual nights
we've been friends
for some time
but my heart is telling me
she's not one too lose

inside this fight for youth
sometimes I fear
that iv dug a hole not deep enough
I know I needed a quick escape
rain or shine
grey moments are examples
of the moments
where yesterday was gone too early because we wanted a future together but we lost sight that we both don't understand our own game of hide n seek

its not the way
its the push
why don't I ever get.an answer
with questions to fill her I don't knows
and answers you somehow manage to fight me for
I'm no weak , you just have me In such a way
so ill say maybe to replace baby

and I won't be bothered because I just want to celebrate
another moment you took to stay
thank you for the kisses that mended
those hugs I wake up from
and the moments where i had to search no more


punch block kick
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Tuesday, September 14, 2010

other team

its a shame I don't know your name girl
your attitude has me on guard
its impact is a pressure that gets me in need of some of that
I can see you like to attack
like a devious snake
curves with no slow downs
and so quickly
I'm high from the pain
that you savor your own blood
but that's fine
ssomeday
your desire will age like wine
and ill enjoy every single drop
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Saturday, September 11, 2010

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Friday, September 10, 2010

a feeling

rupture the masses
and show the individual that hides
in our hearts our selves won't compensate
our memories won't forgive
and our passions will light our path
my fingers , the translators between you and I
the methods I cave you with
and an oil rig that no longer has lubrication
but no one ever hears you ..
and then the wind dances around you
and like embers in a dark path
our passions will light the way

and love didn't lead us astry
we were just cut from her eyes and learned not to Chase
we move sideways when we sense our selves being held back
then we reach a point where
in a god we trust blindly
because we have no idea
we have faith in fashion and commercials
for the idiots

to be fooled while obvious
we believe him when we need him
after all walls come down
we realize the things that matter
only after the crystal ball shatters , is when we can share our diamonds to the world



its just a feeling I have, after we shatter we open spread our inner self



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Wednesday, September 08, 2010

I'm SOo

I need to see
and sometimes i repeat myself.......lol
everything like noise skips a beat
I'm not sure you understand
Idk its smooth with a bass drum
I'm tired of losing myself
watching others exit me
I'm so extreme
when nothings down that motivates ne
I sing atrocity
rather be known then denied
just. dream for this moment
surroundings are blurred while I type these letters for you to experience what in feeling
nor even failure

not even failure

not even

rather be known
then denied
rather be known then
be wrongfully accused

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Monday, September 06, 2010

I found

it is labor day weekend, well labor day to be more specific. iv had some time to deal with some things, even though it still gets to me. I had a pretty good weekend, even though for some reason I was hoping to spend it with some one in particular, but I'm not sure how things are going there, iv learned what I'm searching for and I just need the chance.

so I spent my birthday actually having fun!
all the stars up above us
they let me see what was in front of me.
I laughed, cried alittle and discovered a few new people, its no surprise that I felt empty the following day , im used to having a different outcome.

im close to getting the msp running, as soon as I get those wheels spinning i know where things will be heading

I found my reason losing you
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Saturday, September 04, 2010

I could care less.behind this surface

I should have know
that I had it all along
and
I didnt know it untill you were gone

I guess I still miss you
moments of me and you
language for dysfunctional people

so its been day after day
lay back and think
you threw me away
its such a shame
its been days
I know your trying to escape but people.can get lost like that


you turn me from grey to green
and this is where I stop admitting


igismys

happy birthday to me and you



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