Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Ever

Did you ever notice
The things around
Never in bound
Dying
No sound

Fire
And water
Never safe no matter in what idea contradicting
No body cares

So we cry
What about us

What if we could do it agian
Will we learn agian
Our walk into another dead end

Find a way

I'm over and out
Lay down
I'll make you smile
Forget the world
I'll shield you
Let me hug you all night

Before you walk out on me again
I want you to make sure this is my path
One more time to say
I love you always
I'm keeping faith
Lettig love find a way

Everything repeats in my head
I'll lay down
Pretend the pillow is you
And il feel love leak out of me

I'd rather hold the knife in my neck
And slowly die of fear
There's so much I can feel

Let me heal
And soon another side will be revealed

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Do you need help ? Understand a statement ? Confused because of the obvious ? Lost because some one gave you love ? Has some one ever promised to be there but you ended up walking away ?

Regret hate but never deny anger

No matter what

Never let a situation ruin a relationship

Fight

It's inside
My feelings are blind
I'm slowly losing my mind

It's hard to say how I feel....

It's months later
Iv become an emotinal darth vader
And you were my favorite invader

Since you'v been gone it's not the same


and I try
Baby I fucking try
Your no longer mine
But don't remind me
I want to stay in my closet
And regret those night I didn't respond to the dial tone

I'm all alone

So you run away
While I melt inside
I flow down the street and I feel the need
To touch others the way you used too

I will change the world

Because unlike you
I never was afraid to fight

I see love in sight

Peace

It can mean
A river or a stream
A stem into the other side

A man can be a man
But if he's nothing but adixk then dam

Why is it so hard
I was burning
And when the rain came
And the city went down below
All I wanted was love
Pure like white snow

When we open love
Nothing else matters

For that matter
I'll explain
Rather then say it
Let it replay


My exsistrnce began with me

Nothing

Great strides
Let's retake our belongings
Because what I just said makes sense
Take my things
And give them to me
Because give and take
Because take and give
Because no matter how you see it
No matter how you feel it
There is always some one trying to steal it

Rearrange my ideas
And line up my errors
File my friends
Reorganize my sentaments
Most people live for cosmetics
But a few people live for what's undercover

Determine someones worth
And listen to thier appearence
Nothing seems like it used too
And no one understand my ideas

Some one once said that some one once told.him

You must always bow down
But that's a lie people say to be on top



Saturday, July 11, 2009

Eh

I fell like I paid my cell phone bill for no reason , I guess I miss her because I don't ever really remember being home on a saturday night



So here we go



Clear my throat
Are you ready?
Hold steady
Another wish
That I would not live like this
I remeber when we used to fish
Upset , and polite .
Nights

Nights.....

And


Well w.e I'm done for tonight

Saturday, July 04, 2009

Need to find a way ?

The sun comes down inside
But I lie say I'm fine
How I miss . miss divine
It's random
A phantom
Living emotinaly slanted
The works collapses and you hold it in
I sink inside
And listen to songs I used to listen when we fought
I swear I never tried this hard
And I
Swear baby
I never thought

Watch my jaw drop
Watch my heart stop
Watch my love come to a halt

I'll never stop missing my ......


I'll pretend this never happend

I don't know how you did it .....