Its stuck
A little dry
An a little sore
Its been beating and in sync with my mind
Which it almost never does
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Anyway
Im not sure if this is ever going to be read by anyone
Iv been trying to avoid facebook and social sites because as much as i try i cant deny my soul its only method of expression and i dont need people calling me this or that considering they barely know my problems or moments i smile
Well this way since im paintless and iv literally have no motivation anymore
Im not sure how much longer i can take this place, typical b.s no one is content with how thier life is going but most dont understand the hardships others go through.
As noticable my sentences are out of place and i cant move words well
I only had a handful of chips two small bites of icecream and alot of water
Im exhausted right now my mind is not racing its paced
Im forcing myself to move some feelings
Around since i really dont know where things .... Or my life for that matter stand. Im close enough to join the armed forces, its not an act because the past few days but im done with my financial , relationships and emotinal problems
Im broke , im an idiot and no one cares
Its a nice order of operations lol, not that its a funnie problem but dam i never thought my soul full of wonder, will, ideas, love and so on would be the one regreting and not acconplishing
Ironic
Nice ones do not finish last
We allow people to get ahead of us
Keep this short
Iv decided to leave america for a while but not sure leavig is a good idea as much as i hurt here..... What hurts the most is all my friends are gone .....
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