Thursday, November 05, 2009

Why I'm afraid of hospitals

Because I found out today this place doesn't care how many times I cry for her to feel no pain

Bb

Cold and sober
The thoughts and views
Because fire once burned
He seems to regret burning himself twice
If all voices made a sound
Then
Everyone would listen
If all tall grass is experience
Then
trees equal foundation

The sun donates and promotes
But undersands self respect
The earth is our horse
But we continue to mistreat it
It will soon die
And our sons and daughters will be saved if free from sin and hope is within

The giver will give and pray for forgiveness
Because
When the taker
Appreciates with sins
New lives soon begin

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

No frown

Flip me upside down ad you will see me smile
See things in black & white , so you can see the colors inside

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

The workforce

I work and work
Never scream that my back hurts
So I sit up and sell my soul
Wisphers over shadow
And wallets empty like ruthless lovers

Every product numbered like cattle
Every customer , statistics to be controlled someday

Every two weeks I get my prize
My hard work is appreciated to the lowest
Possible manner
With respect I accept
With anger I scream
By with gratitude I cry
I have.a job


Monday, October 26, 2009

Glowstik

In waiting for my glow to blend out
Slowly melt
Vanish into the sky
Blend into space

My core can Only last so long

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Love

Has sent me around the world
But it never saved me
It showed me curses
It burned me alive
Never said sorry
Even while I waited for god
You think it's nothing more then patience
It's nothing but consequence

Love won't let me sleep
So I cut my soul
Into bookmarks
And I let people read me
Iv never been so open to pain
Love won't let us sleep

&
It doesn't Matter

It. Is crazy....

Like the last words you said for me to read

Because you're still there

I hate you

I really hate you


Love has only led me to lonelyness

The tick if the clock is something I chase
In my room ,alone

And sun light shadows are a game

Bed covers are forts

And pillows are clouds

I'm still in a nightmare

I hide my map and guidelines

Because i'm still waiting for a rescue team

Life is nothing but cruel and it burns my soul
Ashes of newspaper burn slower
And I'll never forget how it felt

You were the cancer girl



Saturday, October 24, 2009

I

Still remember she loved it when

I slowly walked behind her
And found a way to make her smile

When I always showed up to her house

When I always lost to her playing off road racing

When I wispherd her our secret love word

When I told her I'll always be there

When I promised her I'll be there

When I proved to her that I was there

But

I loved it when she lied and said

I will never leave you

I'm spinning around like faith thrown up in the air

And I stoped screaming I swear

I'll always remember

Waiting to forget