Love

Has sent me around the world
But it never saved me
It showed me curses
It burned me alive
Never said sorry
Even while I waited for god
You think it's nothing more then patience
It's nothing but consequence

Love won't let me sleep
So I cut my soul
Into bookmarks
And I let people read me
Iv never been so open to pain
Love won't let us sleep

&
It doesn't Matter

It. Is crazy....

Like the last words you said for me to read

Because you're still there

I hate you

I really hate you


Love has only led me to lonelyness

The tick if the clock is something I chase
In my room ,alone

And sun light shadows are a game

Bed covers are forts

And pillows are clouds

I'm still in a nightmare

I hide my map and guidelines

Because i'm still waiting for a rescue team

Life is nothing but cruel and it burns my soul
Ashes of newspaper burn slower
And I'll never forget how it felt

You were the cancer girl