Tuesday, October 05, 2010

momentary

.Been working and already made some bad financial decisions ,i already learned plenty from it .

Iv been lost with people. Or maybe I'm not interesting enough.
The pressure every morning
I forget its credibility
A type of questioning that teases you so you then forget if your either a falling structure of your friends, or just not be interesting as they made me appear , although the remaining ones have been interesting .

I'm slowly creeping
Brakes loose
So I have to push harder


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Monday, October 04, 2010

brain

Roads of ice
Cover sand
And the dry atmosphere
It's stinks of burnt destruction

It's covered with miles of panic
A shockwave of instincts
The light post will.host check points
This city
Concrete idol
Reality war games

Arise from downpours
And shine with glory
We must be solid like a tower
Because we are the back bone of this story

We sit like we are fused
Back, once when we felt the sun
Clouds were clean and visible
We can't tell pollution from night sky

Day or night
Even in plain sight
I can't see what's ahead


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Saturday, October 02, 2010

CPU

It's Sunday ........11 past 2 am and I work in the morning, I'm anxious to get things started with my car. Not sire when ill get things running but its all set just need the correct body tech and ill be on my way , I already know what I want to do first when I get her back ! Go on a date ! ,.iv been dying to romance a lady for a while ! So today at work I was taken back at how good my co worker looked with her brown blond hair, definitely craving some two scoops haha, I need to list some weight iv let go but very mildly, honestly its a good size I have a super. Sexy ass face , I'm squishy but tender , and i shower.
I feel like a robot is in my skull...

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Wednesday, September 29, 2010

people just ficking sack

Sir, you sak
I had my two doors
But you closed that door
I'm going to fwking kick you in the gentelemans In my dreams and pee in you

But ill pee gas on you
Ignite you with an electrical spark
Put it out and then tie you down
Slide a knife on your skin
With enough pressure to slice you slightly

I'll rub icy hot on your slits
And under your eye
While I add sand with fire ants to your underwears

Thank you senior
I hope you shit your pants at an important event
Get a rash , infection and have a car door slam your ass because you suck

.......people SUCK

Friends
Family
Enemies
Only best kind of people
Are the ones with random acts of kindness
Because at least they help without remorse and if they do
It will repay them in equal


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Sunday, September 26, 2010

journey

I'm sure its.not like it was before

and he said it repeatedly
and swore its only a lyric
with such parts of me tender
I wonder if ill ever build muscle again
I will and ill see
what you are with me

lungs collapsed
Windows shred
the.night will last for ever
my only seconds away from this body lay on your voice
and my experience only remembered with you
ill be gone
but ill return because the end is with you
but after this fight
things will feel like its too late

and now I'm gone

us is lost
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Saturday, September 25, 2010

so glad you made it

its been a while since iv.taken a nap,( HaHA moment since I dont like taking things -_-)probably why I'm not content with knowing I don't care .
breathe in , breath out
it races through my mind
remembering why I'm me
and ill pay for my own

I want to burn ideas
and change my thoughts
that knowing about love and know everything I know
is life
ill trade my knowlegde
for a hot gf and a stacked bank account
but all I do is wake up
ask my self what for
and this moment only shows I'm willing to give up

but I know I always wait for that one more time
because people say its not my fault
but I keep finding my self listening to those voices of you I recorded in my head to think of you while your gone
its another plan backfired

things at home have been
getting too intense
icant say much there because I'm reaching my personal limit with this
I stare at my sliding window
and can't help but wish you were sticking your face and making faces at me

so people go around ficking each other but consequence comes at its purest form or am I out growing these feelings
but everybody's doing it

tonight is pretty heavy on me
so ill hit the pipe then remind myself


Juan, feelings.change...not you

....
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Thursday, September 23, 2010


If we could only be in different places,
Among the same faces we can't forget,
I'd debt to the very distinction of love and hate
They're both in our hearts, we choose an imbalance
Oh, the thought, we are the force that make us
That must be why we're suffering
Interaction, delayed reaction
I've got taxes, and bills to pay
Somethings flapping, it's wings at me
Someone's clapping, I guess we're on t.v.
slow down, you broke down, ??
slow down
stop now?
indefinitely
Moving in the right direction
I'm waiting to see if it comes to me,
or it's tied to a safe that is in the sea floor
Maybe I'll sleep, maybe I'll sleep through the century
I'm waiting to see if it comes to me,
or it's tied to a safe that is in the sea floor
What was going through my head?
Touch the pressure point on my neck
My head will snap off and fall into
The secret passage we built for enjoyment
Don't bring this to the picture
Did you manage your time?
Do you know how I do?
Downpour
On the point of your fucking patience
So I'll make this up, so we could proudly sign
Shit has come to this, it feels like no body's home
So my cover is blown, ?
And I won't forget what it means
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