so glad you made it

its been a while since iv.taken a nap,( HaHA moment since I dont like taking things -_-)probably why I'm not content with knowing I don't care .
breathe in , breath out
it races through my mind
remembering why I'm me
and ill pay for my own

I want to burn ideas
and change my thoughts
that knowing about love and know everything I know
is life
ill trade my knowlegde
for a hot gf and a stacked bank account
but all I do is wake up
ask my self what for
and this moment only shows I'm willing to give up

but I know I always wait for that one more time
because people say its not my fault
but I keep finding my self listening to those voices of you I recorded in my head to think of you while your gone
its another plan backfired

things at home have been
getting too intense
icant say much there because I'm reaching my personal limit with this
I stare at my sliding window
and can't help but wish you were sticking your face and making faces at me

so people go around ficking each other but consequence comes at its purest form or am I out growing these feelings
but everybody's doing it

tonight is pretty heavy on me
so ill hit the pipe then remind myself


Juan, feelings.change...not you

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