It's not typical for me to feel the what I did yesterday but it is who I am inside
Since my hospitalization this weekend which took me out for almost 5 days iv held a push inside to die. My mind is off balance but iv realized I need it to be that way sometimes since I don't have anyone to talk too so I NEED to compensate with anxiety, thoughts of being positive, moments of random depression and moments where I think possible plans that will improve my well being and that makes me happy
Iv had some strong moments today with my guest and after reflecting on todays chat I came to a conclusion ....... us as people will end ourselves when we no longer know what we see .
If we can't think of it , then it can't exist
The past few weeks iv been hurt with the thought of some of my relationships that have fallen apart
How some things happen with straight foreword results
And how the rest just maintain its action so that its effects are not seen for months
Any way this post is slowly degrading
Sighnessss..........
Another night where the conversation involves me myself and nothing will last because ic got nothing to lose with myself
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