an eye em u

Days drag on
Today I though of you
Yesterday too
The silence crushing
My blue face is fading

I chose memories
i knew would hurt
But its at my expense
But I'm still here to refuse these days
Where I don't feel educated
Never said bye

My redemption
It's red lights out
As you drive
The way
Iv lived
A hundred times
But it still makes no sense

I'm trying
I should be careful
But sometimes you can't control your heart
So I know it sounds unreal
But I have a friend

A ghost of you
So many days iv been blind ?
Just comatose
Iv realized
I wasn't blinded
I wasn't an idiot
I wasn't in fear
Never in this deep for someone

I experience living
But I numbed
It felt like it was all a dream
I.really did go up a stream
I giggle at your window filled steam
Filled it like a stream
Spider covered.screams
Been caught without a defense
Frequencies between you and I

Said this was over with
Distence and resistance
Get to mine
I'll know the signs
Let's get this over

Id like to get some sleep eventually

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