A war part2

United



Untied we grow
Our dreams
Full of athousand sorrows
Maybe tomorrow

The divide
It's what we call the battlefield and our hopes of a god
This is a war

Maybe tommorow

It will all be over

Tbc.....

A war part 1

Walk across
From the forest to the black war shade
Fire starters
Mothers and daughters
The death
The men died like toy martyrs
Last week I had a dream
We were floating
Holding a seam
Our blood sweat and tears glue this falg
We united and built this nation
Our forefathers reincarnation
When we fall
We Fall down to our knees
We hold our hands like hope is in our palms
Doomed like baby martyrs
When I walked into heaven
I found out we all fall again

Appeared and then was gone

It would float and would shine it's colors , it would sound like you were passing out .it arose and faded

It was never there
But I'd never left


Tbc......

Mother you care
But all I do is stare
You tell me this & that
But I look like I don't give a crap
We argue about my mess
But my room is my nest
I'm young but iv loved
I'm hopefull
But everyday I feel dull

I'm aware that life isn't a grand fair
But I never knew love was all but fair
I love you mom
Even when I don't share
I just feel like I don't want to care
Mothers like you , always rare
To not care about you, I would never dare

You lived
Loved
Your my dove
You never let me go
Always told me I have the leading role
Director of my own show

I know what true love is
Not because you told me
But because of the pain I saw from you

Again I'm sorry because I stare
Never reply
Walk away and sigh
I look like my emotions are dry
But trust me I try
Every day I cry

I'm sorry mom

I swear

Someday I'll try

Just let me live and die

Ion not my father

I will never leave your side




I love you mom

I do

Stay awake

Because I feel you
I am real too you
With time ,love I will reveal too you
I can't deny ,love is what I feel for you

Stay awake

For god sake
It's not tragic
The car crash it was gods magic
Death is what I fear from you
Death it's what I heal because of you

Stay awake because I need to make sure this love is real too you to.

Stay away because sleep is a cousin to death

Goodnight tonight

Darken corners
Dark rooms are gateways
Remind you of lost battles
Pull you back to sleepless nights
Nights filled with emotion and fights
Empty feeling , hope never in sight
When I close my soul I hold what's left
You left me alone
What emotional thieft
Ii cringe when I dare think
She's gone
My love

There's nothingelse for me to think

So

Goodnight too tonight
Sweet dreams
Sleep tight
My morning sunshine....she's in sight


:)

Departing love

You got away from me somehow and all we've tried to be
It's a wonder why my heart no longer beats like raging thunder
God only knows , I want to be the other side of misery
In time
I might never get what's mine
But that's fine
When did you start to crush me
When did you become my enemy

Sooner or later
Faith will shine


We never made it through another day
All because we had to have it your way

So lucky you

I'm wondering when I'll be ok

My departed love

I still wonder........

i might still care

so i have no idea where i stand anymore
i feel like everyone else has more
its sad
might even make me a little mad

i no longer want to care
hide my feelings
hope some one asks me to share
but like i said its never fair

people take there things for granted
when i had those i never ranted
maybe thats why my life feels slanted

ill try and sleep tonight
maybe with some emotional fright
all i know is that im tired of the emotional fight

but .............

what ever makes you happy
hope that didnt sound too sappy

maybe its not over
ill think clear when i get sober
i just dont want to miss you anymore

i some times think about you
maybe even more then i should
i feel wrong
becuase i was wronged

wishing i could write the perfect love song
i know ill would never do you wrong

no im not talking about my ex
nothing but a fucking mess
always in distress
i burn in my own flesh
melt into an emotional mesh


im done ...................

im still my own man , never mind the love that left me , im never giving up

i walk a mile in my own shoes , crown and chain , in the name of my father let the ceremony begin . im not on a mission on lost in loves transmission , im just a man , doing the best i can.

walking down a true love story

and i dont need you to tell me i dont love you
so i dont need you to say , you dont love me and if you dont

cause i love you and if you can , walk away

i see you walking down the streets some times
i see you looking down

i see you smiling on them shows sometimes

and when the night shine falls

in this city i will shine

thats why while im walking down this avenue .........................

i dont need you to say i dont love you

and i dont need you to say , that i dont need you to say i dont

down town

this could be you and me

down town we can ride to the mdpd

and turn ourselves in for stealing and breaking hearts

thats why

when i see you walking down the avenue

im never one to say i dont love you any more

im sorry for myself

becuase i realized that everything is becuase i decided it this way
and the worlds revolve around the dead
the mouth pours with saliva
from the numbness of realization that

becuase i loved some one , i destroyed myself

my best regards

to juan

im starting to believe that fate is nothing but ideas becuase we wish there would be no more hate