Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Remember

Who was there
I want to love you forever
But I have to move on
Move along

School starts in 2 more weeks this was a slow ass week !!!!!!
Can't believe my life still sucks but I don't really mean it . I really want my lens and dedicated selling my games untill I get my lens !!!!!!!!!!

My coworker has an amazing ass!.... Not to be disrespectful but w.e it's not like I'm ever going to talk to her which is strange because she acts the way I like them quiet to herself and respectfull but she looks devious



I got my final grades and I passed with shiity b's >_> eh w.e ......

Well too much to write and little battery life .... Fmi.tbl

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Like or not too like

So I see you around
Never make a sound
Look at who I found

Sigh

for that someone
There's a void that needs to be clogged




When I love I change the weather
I think of you and it becomes hard to keep it together
The flow of ideas
And stream of ideals
It's all too real
Your love is all I want to feel

So I smell a quiet mind
Full of life
I keep in mind your mine

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Pizza fest

So the past few days have been interesting , a step in a split direction
I'm done with classes and can't wait to start class again , ...... I'm trying to buy my lens but bestbuy sucks when it comes to shipping ....:/ any way .......

That's it for now


Monday, June 22, 2009

Lovers block

So the wall arose
And I'm all alone

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Another update

I'm not sure how to describe my surroundings at the moment

I heard a band I haven't heard in a long time ,a band that helped define emo/alt/hardcore who were discoverd by goldfinger . Which is another good band .

It's a band that as teenaged and emotinal as they sound are very talented . Anyway it was a band at a point in my life defined love for me in a deeper level

So as I lay down
I'm astound

.......sooooooooo moving on
I write most of these on my itouch(myself :D )so please excuse the grammer

I'm going to jerk off a bit

Photos

I DID a horrible thing
AND IM SORRY

I SHOULD HAve never thrown your photos
AND NEVER SHOULD HAVE BURNED THEM

I WANT TO RIP MY CHEST OPEN AND GIVE YOU MY FUCKING HEART

I WANT YOU TO SQUeze IT UNTILL IT EXPLODES

AND WATCH THE BLOOD

PAINT THE WALL

AND SPLATTER YOUR FACE

SPEAP INTO YOUR PORES

AND FEEL ME GROW INSIDE OF YOU

So you can feel how hurt I was