meda mursian

summer of 2000

i was young a kid
yo and laughter were paint in an old house
forgive my sadness but years have gone by
still living for some slight madness

morning was nature infested in my schedule
slight blue little white
sleeping in a steel caucus
surrounded by the future

rushing to a university
where i felt i would never be
educating a mind
that was born with no will

iv been dry

so iv been petty dry, i have alot i want to say but im not like other artist where i can write things down for later. and when i do i just dont find the time to put it up, even if im not doing anything i just get lazy, i guess thats why i enjoy a drink or a smoke becuase it helps me concentrate ! but i havent not smoked bud in over 5 months in search for a new job ! pppfffttt but im fine with that !

never met the smartest man

iv been told stories about this young man
years and years his name would be mentioned
his name wouldn't go unmentioned without lines of tragic Luck
his actions are not of his nature
but the actions were defined by knowing will of destruction

his debt is displayed
leaving us with questions
how long ago, was it that serious for him to be taken away
the fight he struggled in
the nights he had nothing to snuggle in
the days spent sleeping safe under the sun
the evenings dealt with stealing
some scars.......just dont heal

and the days and nights without a conscious of consequence
the drugs that would consume such a strong mind
leaving a weak heart to fonder for
loss of strength and gain of fun

the smartest man was willing strung

it feels

it feels overwhelming
feeling blood pump inside
i notice my chest swell with force

i cant continue to feel like a liar
fragments of truth that misfire
and mounds of feelings that i didn't share

if it feels like love its pain
and it leaves me feeling frail
his only truth love is gone

when the circle rotates
its motionless unless we see its bookmark
a line is just a line

it feels dry
bones grind away daily
its just how it feels

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my tender heart is mending see
with you to the tenth degree
i tend to see the tendencies
of you being a friend to me
mentally your bending me
into shapes less then three
but i left the best of me with the
starting line, respectively
heavenly to have you standing next to me
happy like birth days after seventeen
on a Thursday with summers breath on me
Rest on me, head to chest on me
Asking questions like a guessing spree
"Do you think of me?"
you ask suggestively
I answer intensvely
"every second i can think of anything
my minds finds the way to you"
hope you dont think less of me
True I let my lessons flee
Jump into something aggressively
Rushing headfirst so I can sit center seat
To your attractive cinematic movements, ecstasy
embraces me when i'm in your prescense presently
I can hear your heart breath, in sync with mine magnetically

life

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