taking back Sunday , spin

at times I wonder
how you can be anywhere but here
and I know
that I will never change
like love letters that mend
I smile when I see your face
and I know that youll never stray
like air
you were there through sunlight
and moon lit sexual nights
we've been friends
for some time
but my heart is telling me
she's not one too lose

inside this fight for youth
sometimes I fear
that iv dug a hole not deep enough
I know I needed a quick escape
rain or shine
grey moments are examples
of the moments
where yesterday was gone too early because we wanted a future together but we lost sight that we both don't understand our own game of hide n seek

its not the way
its the push
why don't I ever get.an answer
with questions to fill her I don't knows
and answers you somehow manage to fight me for
I'm no weak , you just have me In such a way
so ill say maybe to replace baby

and I won't be bothered because I just want to celebrate
another moment you took to stay
thank you for the kisses that mended
those hugs I wake up from
and the moments where i had to search no more


punch block kick

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other team

its a shame I don't know your name girl
your attitude has me on guard
its impact is a pressure that gets me in need of some of that
I can see you like to attack
like a devious snake
curves with no slow downs
and so quickly
I'm high from the pain
that you savor your own blood
but that's fine
ssomeday
your desire will age like wine
and ill enjoy every single drop

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a feeling

rupture the masses
and show the individual that hides
in our hearts our selves won't compensate
our memories won't forgive
and our passions will light our path
my fingers , the translators between you and I
the methods I cave you with
and an oil rig that no longer has lubrication
but no one ever hears you ..
and then the wind dances around you
and like embers in a dark path
our passions will light the way

and love didn't lead us astry
we were just cut from her eyes and learned not to Chase
we move sideways when we sense our selves being held back
then we reach a point where
in a god we trust blindly
because we have no idea
we have faith in fashion and commercials
for the idiots

to be fooled while obvious
we believe him when we need him
after all walls come down
we realize the things that matter
only after the crystal ball shatters , is when we can share our diamonds to the world



its just a feeling I have, after we shatter we open spread our inner self

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I'm SOo

I need to see
and sometimes i repeat myself.......lol
everything like noise skips a beat
I'm not sure you understand
Idk its smooth with a bass drum
I'm tired of losing myself
watching others exit me
I'm so extreme
when nothings down that motivates ne
I sing atrocity
rather be known then denied
just. dream for this moment
surroundings are blurred while I type these letters for you to experience what in feeling
nor even failure

not even failure

not even

rather be known
then denied
rather be known then
be wrongfully accused

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I found

it is labor day weekend, well labor day to be more specific. iv had some time to deal with some things, even though it still gets to me. I had a pretty good weekend, even though for some reason I was hoping to spend it with some one in particular, but I'm not sure how things are going there, iv learned what I'm searching for and I just need the chance.

so I spent my birthday actually having fun!
all the stars up above us
they let me see what was in front of me.
I laughed, cried alittle and discovered a few new people, its no surprise that I felt empty the following day , im used to having a different outcome.

im close to getting the msp running, as soon as I get those wheels spinning i know where things will be heading

I found my reason losing you

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I could care less.behind this surface

I should have know
that I had it all along
and
I didnt know it untill you were gone

I guess I still miss you
moments of me and you
language for dysfunctional people

so its been day after day
lay back and think
you threw me away
its such a shame
its been days
I know your trying to escape but people.can get lost like that


you turn me from grey to green
and this is where I stop admitting


igismys

happy birthday to me and you

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